I drink too much red wine

and watch too much tv. And speculate about other people's relationships far too much. And I miss Andy. And everyone in my family is out having a social life and I can't afford to, so I'm sitting in my mother's bed and watching a seriously odd Francis Ford Coppola film that is kind of sci fi. I think. People keep getting sedated and they all have bald heads and there's a girl with a very freckly face who keeps stroking the face of another bald man. The film is called THX 1138. I think the aforementioned bald man has just been sentenced to death for not taking his drugs. They're zapping him with sticks in an empty room. As you do. I need to sleep.