Blah and Urgh

I have had the grossest day ever, beginning with me running late and missing trains and turning up late to work; and ending up with me running late and missing trains and turning up late to my pick up point for a ride to training. I didn't miss work,  but I've missed Tuesday training once again. And I was really really looking forward to it [whinge whinge].

Now I am at home in my cold freezing house feeling grumpy and full of self pity, dressed in a very peculiar combination of clothes. I feel like both bursting into tears and kicking something.

The leggings I'm wearing just split across the crotch in one Almighty tear. Also, this morning, I had that thing where you think that your Moon Time is over, only to discover in a huge rush that it isn't. And now I have to wash heaps of more towels, and the washing pile in the laundry is freaking me out. And my body feels all wrong and weird anyway. And I need to dye my hair. And I'm poor. And I'm behind on pretty much everything that I need to do.

Whine whine whine whine whine.

Now, if you'll just excuse me, I'm going to eat worms. Or rather, I think that I'll eat some of the chocolate cake that I made last night that was visually awful, but tastes quite good really.