Showing posts with label literary crush. Show all posts
Showing posts with label literary crush. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Wednesday List: books on my bedside table

The books on my bedside table

  • The Portable Dorothy Parker - Her Nibs. I bought this mostly because it’s on the Rory Gilmore reading list. I am awfully fond of the idea of Dorothy Parker, but I’ve never read much by her (with the exception of that poem). So far, much as expected. Very zeitgeisty, not so sure how well it’s travelled. But still, think of the Algonquin.
  • Katherine Mansfield - biography by Kathleen Jones. This was lent to me by Mon, after an exhibition opening at Katherine Mansfield Birthplace where she volunteers. A veritable tome, I am yet to crack open the covers. Again, I’m fond of the idea of KM, if not so much her actual work.
  • Learned Optimism - Martin E. Seligman. Not really bed time reading, this book has been sitting idle by my bedside for some time now. Eventually I need to return it to the work library so I guess I should get on to finishing it. *thumb twiddle*

On the reader

  • Middlemarch - George Eliot. This is not a great book for dipping in and out of at lunch times, because I need to become accustomed to the style before I’m really enjoying myself. I should probably read this in the evening and read something lighter at lunch time. Anything by Philippa Gregory? Or Jilly Cooper?

Recently completed

  • Postcards - E. Annie Proulx. Bleak, Americana, A++.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Epiphanies, of a kind


  • Happiness is a big red wool-lined coat, with fur around the hood and a leather beaver applique on it’s pocket. How could a person ever be unhappy in such a garment?
  • Wintery weather makes me very dry and papery, like a lizard princess. It’s right to invest more time in applying moisture to the scaley lizard skin. (For serious, right now my skin feels like the outside of an onion, like you could take great swathes of it and peel them off. This is the dryest I’ve ever felt in my whole life and it’s not my cup of tea at all, let me tell YOU).
  • After a conversation with Mon the other week: There are so many opportunities to retrain and to investigate and explore different careers... As oppose to feeling one HAS to choose between the many many things that can be done in the world, it’s more a matter of deciding which one to do first. So, I can be a counsellor or an archaeologist or a novellist if the whole web architecture thing doesn’t work out, or when it becomes boring or a chore. Why not? But also: one thing at a time, and do it wholeheartedly.
  • When Virginia Woolf picked up her diary again in 1917, after one of her bouts of illness, she wrote without ego: that is, without the word “I”. This is a pretty interesting experiment, especially for a blogger and compulsory journalist such as myself - it’s not always easy, but interrogating the need for the word and whether the same sentence is written better without it is a pretty good challenge. Creates less lazy writers. You should give it a go, even if it’s just in your own diary or journal and not online... that way it’s easy to just elide the word entirely and not worry so much about sounding off a peremptory sentence. Writing challenges are good.
  • Finding and listening to new music is one of life’s little pleasures. You should try: Get Back Guinozzi!, The Living Sisters, The Eversons. “Low File Tropical” by Get Back Guinozzi! is my favourite track at the moment and is pretty much permanently on repeat. The Living Sisters make me think of Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins. The Eversons make me think of Best Coast and drinking at Happy.
And darlings, that’s all I have for today. Your scaley lizard princess bids you adieu, and expresses a hope that we’ll be back to some kind of regular blogging program beginning next week.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Sunday Morning

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Good morning my dears

This week has been very quiet here, you may have noticed. I have a list of excuses but I'm sure that you dudes are cool with me vaguing in and out. My best excuse is a change of computer - which is a strange one, no? But true enough - for some reason it's much harder to blog in a strange position. Also, I've been spending all morning thinking about computers and usability and design, and when I get on the computer after school it's to do Work work. Blogging I'm afraid has slid down on my list of things to do (but unfortunately well above "going for a run").

Also, in case you missed, there has been a major disaster in New Zealand this week. Christchurch has suffered a devastating earthquake and as I'm writing there has been 113 confirmed dead and there are still 200 people reported missing. As my mum said "things like this don't happen in New Zealand!". Shannon is down south in Christchurch at the moment working for Radio New Zealand and helping them out with their broadcasts. My friend Katherine, flatmate James and his girlfriend Porndy are all from Christchurch; as James commented, even if they've accounted for all their close friends and family, with the amount of people who will be eventually reported dead it's not really possible that they won't know some of them. People not in New Zealand: the damage might be isolated in one place, but we're a tiny country of 4 million people and really, it effects all of us to a lesser or greater degree. If you can make a donation, I strongly recommend you do. It's might not seem like much, but it's at least something!


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In more cheerful news, I have been Doing Things: school work, knitting socks (adore) and sewing myself a new duvet cover from lovely Egyptian cotton sheets. As I write I am sitting under a beautiful mound of crisp, snowy-white cotton. HEAVENLY. I want only white Egyptian cotton duvet covers from now on. I am super pro Little Luxuries at the moment, and this duvet cover definitely counts as a luxury. Sleeping like a queen! Also, I'm slowly sorting out my debts - and am in the best place I've been, money wise, for about two years which is especially ironic given that I'm living off the tiniest amount of money - but as I've noted before, there's something very liberating about not having very much money. Squee!

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Also, the Lack of Blogging means that I'm reading a hell of a lot more at the moment (OMGEEEE). At the moment I'm reading Linotte: The Early Diary of Anais NIn, and Doctor Zhivago. Ready a diary has made me feel far more like keeping a diary than I have for about a year, but it's pretty awesomely fabulous I think. I really do love writing stuff but sometimes I just need a nice long break to feel like it again.

I try and read Russian epic novels at least once every couple of years and I usually enjoy parts of them but - as a genre - I'm just not that keen. All the randomness of the Passionate Bits! And things happen so quickly and so slowly at the same time - tediously long philosophical tracts on the Land Question et al and then dramatic bits happening so quickly that it's difficult to remember, only to later discover that those two paragraphs were the key to understanding the whole novel. At least Zhivago has a list of characters at the front so it's easy enough to refer back if I get very confused about who is who. Last night I watched the 1953 film version of War and Peace, so I hope like hell I don't get the two mixed in my head  - at least the time periods are far enough apart but I think I probably just made my life infinitely more difficult. Oh well.

So, enough introspection today I think. Back on the Band Wagon people!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Wednesday List: Lovely Ladies with whom I'd love to have a coffee

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In no particular order, a list of women who I think would make wonderful coffee partners.

♥ My lovely, wonderful, funny and gorgeous Bex. I would like to have a coffee with her, and then also perhaps a couple of bottles of wine. I received texts all weekend about her trip to Washington DC, but it's not the same (wails).

♥ The fabulous Lizzie. Lizzie, you rock my tiny world, and I want to hear about your shop and your plans and the fabulosity you've been investing in. I miss you Lizzie!

Peta Mathias who is a lady crush and fabulous to boot. She wrote a book, you know, called Can We Help it we're Fabulous? I've never met her, BUT I now have a possible contact, so when I go to France I will stalk her HARD CORE or - invite her out to coffee and sit spellbound in front of her like a student with her yogi. I'll be all "Peta! Lay your wisdom upon me". And she'll be like "Ginger, you should eat delicious food and dye your hair orange and move to France and be fabulous", and I'll say (while nodding) "Yes, yes, yes!"

♥ The apparently very batty Helena Bonham Carter. Batty! I should not be hungover for that coffee though, because, as is well recorded, I don't deal well with batty people while hungover.

♥ There are three internet people I'd like to meet for coffee: Alex Franzen, Bex from Thrifty Chick and Guyana Girl. For various reasons, including the general fabulosity of all. Fabulous! Also, I have been cross-commenting with GG since I first started my blog - she started hers about the same time. She's been there, man.

♥ Anais Nin - I'd sit in a stunned silence as she analysed me and told me about sleeping with her father. Also, I would admire her clothes and the way that she dresses, and quiz her about her relationship with her husband and how the hell that worked, and about Henry Miller and what he's really like. Because I can't make head nor tail of him or her or their relationship, and there's been a metric crapload written about it from both of them and from a bunch of other people too.

If you could choose anyone - who would you want to have a coffee with? I mega-cropped this list FYI.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Wednesday List: Five women I've had a lady-crush on


Lady crushes are one of life's little luxuries and I do enjoy a good lady crush. Here is a sampler of five woman who blow my socks off.

Bruizilla. Her real name escapes me, but she's a blocker that skates for Pirate City and I met her at Skate Highway 1 last year. We talked about loving the Gilmore Girls, and I thought she was wonderful. Anyone as staunch and as funny as Bruizilla who can wax lyrical about Suki's midwife is a-ok with me.


Peta Mathias. She's a chef and a TV chef and super fabulous. She was one of the first things I ever blogged about. One time, I saw her when I was working at Ricochet in the Old Bank Arcade and nearly swooned with excitement. She spends six months in France (the South of?) and six months in New Zealand (Auckland I think). Did I mention she's fabulous? She's totally fabulous.

Tavi Gelleston. I have been all like "Oh Tavi! Yeah, whatever" for the last couple of years or so, and this year I actually read Style Rookie and realised what a switched-on teenager she is. Then I had a dream that she was my girlfriend (so creepy of me) and thought that I ought to get over this crush toot sweet. And then she retweeted the amazing Sady Doyle's Tiger Beatdown article and again I was like: she's so switched-on.

Anaïs Nin. See her rocking some kind of androgynous look, above. I totally have this love/hate/crush thing with Anais. I think she's great and she also bugs me, but mostly I find her simply fascinating. I'm dedicating this summer to Anaïs - reading my way through her diaries (again) and finishing the book of letters between her and Henry Miller. And watching the Kenneth Anger short film she's in? I shall have to find it.

Anna Livesey. She was my debating coach at high school, was nice to me when I had just started university and knew no-one except people I'd gone to high school with, and is now a published poet and short story writer. This was such a school-girl crush - she was so wise and witty in the way that only a seventeen year old can appear. OMG so cool.

I'm trying to see if there is a theme here but I can't see one really - unless that all these women are really driven in what they're good at? Maybe? I don't know.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

December 19: SCP Advent - Kate Beaton Rules, edition


This is Kate Beaton's cartoon, of course. She is wonderful. I think my favourite Santa here is the last Santa. But also, the interaction between Mr and Mrs Santa? Oh hilair.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Some cheerful things

I think I've used this title before but I also think it's pretty awesome. Darnit, I'll use it again if I feel like it. I'll do what I like in my own house! Including spamming you with Christmas bits!

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Today at lunchtime I suddenly got a massive "sweet things" obsession and spenta a small fortune at Moore Wilsons. I now feel a bit sick but also FABULOUS after eating a Floriditias nanaimo finger and a large piece of caramel chocolate brownie. It was so so yum, and I strongly recommend that you stuff yourself with Floridita's slices whenever you get the opportunity. In fact, I feel so strongly about this, I that I will send *one lucky reader* one of each of these delicious slices. If you want it to be you, you should leave a comment and tell me what you like to stuff yourself with during your period. Or if you're a dude, perhaps you could tell me your preferred foodstuff to stuff yourself with when you're craving sweetness at work? *

Honestly though, with the exception of Shannon I don't think many dudes read my blog. It was the investigative blogging into periods that did it I think.

EDITED TO ADD: I'll send out the cakey-slice goodness on Wednesday which is when I get paid next, so you have until then to tell me that you want some.


Have I mentioned before that I listen to Harry Potter audiobooks to give myself an instant mood boost? It's like when I was 25 and I'd just moved back from Australia and I watched the Gilmore Girls whenever I felt sad. I haven't watched any episodes of the Gilmore Girls for about six months now, maybe more. On the other hand, I've been listening to Harry Potter audiobooks pretty much on repeat for the last three months. And here I am again, listening to Stephen Fry read the first Harry Potter book, and I'm all like: "OH MY GOD HARRY IS A WIZARD??? I wonder what kookie adventures he'll have???"

I saw the most recent Harry Potter movie with Nat and I really liked it. I thought, that given the limitations of the book they did pretty well. However, Movie Hermione does nothing but whinge which I personally find very annoying!


Today I decided that I was totally in love with Kate Beaton (it's difficult not to if you follow her on Twitter). Then I saw the website of a woman called Lizz Hickey and now I am in love with her as well. I think she's pretty much the coolest thing since sliced bread. She makes me want a finger tattoo. I could have a little circle on one of my fingers to go with the other three circles I have tattooed on my body. Perhaps I should get the tattoo on the finger that makes me want to hurl the least? My fingers really aren't super sexy FYI. They're a little old-lady looking. It's chewing my cuticles that does it (terrible idea).

I used to wear lots of rings but not so much anymore - since I lost the beautiful ring that I got as a present and had a spectacular work-based freakout. Dude, that freakout was quelle spectacular, and Dad was called in to pick me up from the airport. This was when I was making coffee full time and working at Fuel - after the freakout I sat under the counter and scrubbed the frames of the refrigerator in a very obsessive-peculiar manner. Those were the days (chortle).


I am geeking out hard core about Christmas this year. I have been listening to a lot of Christmas music (in between Harry Potter episodes, of course). I can't wait to eat and eat and eat, and despite thinking only about a week ago that I couldn't really be bothered with uber-Christmassy food this year, I'm beginning to crave mince pies. I had some rather nice ones at Katherine's house on Wednesday when I was there for book club. I'm tempted to make my own Christmas mince and short pastry and make super delicious pies and then take them wherever I go. Delia is fab, and she seems to have a rather nice recipe for Christmas mince. But suet? I'm not even sure where one gets suet these days - unless Shreddo is suet? I want to make mince pies but now I'm a little big disgusted about the concept of suet.

"Suet" is great fun to say tho'. Suet suet suet suet.

I need to decorate the house - S is against a tree (booo, humbug!) but I think that Jo and I can overcome his objections, mostly by ignoring them. Christmas without a tree is a TERRIBLE idea.



*Please note I am in NO WAY AFFILIATED to either Floriditas or Moore Wilsons, but it's not through lack of trying.

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

How ever do you want me, need me etc?


Yep, so anyways, my week of Leisure is over. I am back at work doing stuff that is worked based. But I am feeling relaxed and almost - almost - patient. I'm conceptually quite fond of patience and I think that I would like to incorporate patience into my life in a greater capacity. So far I'm doing pretty well I think.


I had a dream the other night that involved me breaking in to some students' flat in order to use their iron. SCANDALOUS. Understandably, they were somewhat hacked off, because really, who does that? Also, power is really expensive and students don't like to pay lots of money for power, especially when they live in a shitty house on Aro Street. So realistic.

Another recent dream has included me being Nucky Thompson's (Boardwalk Empire) mistress and being squirrelled away because of the potential for political scandal (shocking!). I stayed at my Dad's house and he had a trashy mistress who I didn't like (I think she had a nasty perm or something). Darlings, it's been All Dreams All The Time over here. Must be related to all the the relaxation or something.

Also, does anybody know a good way to stop me grinding my teeth at night? I swear last night the Boy was about to send me to sleep in my own bed. Really, between grinding my teeth, yelling out and whimpering in my sleep, and dreaming fretfully of students and ironing, it's a wonder I wake up rested at all


For Book Club we're reading a Philip Hoare book called Leviathan, or The Whale (see here: the reference to Moby Dick). When I read the back of the book I couldn't work out what kind of book it was or why it would be interesting, ONLY TO FIND that it's amazingly interesting and engaging. I still don't know exactly how to describe it, but I can say that if you have a passion for reading well written and fascinating non-fiction you should hunt Leviathan out. Or perhaps you could give it as a present to someone? I'm not sure what kind of person would like it the best. I know my Mum wouldn't be that excited about it if that's any kind of guideline.

Recently, I also read a wonderful Natalie Clifford Barney biography called Wild Heart: Natalie Clifford Barney and the Decadence of Literary Paris. It was quite wonderful, and I liked the way it mirrored bits of the Colette biography I read a while ago. Belle epoque Paris seems a-ok to me! Except for the corsets of course, those scare the crap out of me, and I feel kind of sick just looking at them. Gag. I like my lack of waist a lot, thanks very.


I've started watching The Darling Buds of May again, which I remember being absolutely wonderful when I was little. Watching it again I came to the following conclusions:

  1. Catherine Zeta Jones is gorgeous. And very, very brown.
  2. The dude who plays Charley has no chin at all.
  3. I love Ma and Pa Larkin.
  4. I would like to eat a nice fat goose sometime.
  5. There were a lot of somewhat dirty jokes that I mustn't have understood when I first watched it. I wonder if I chuckled because chuckling seemed the done thing? Did I chuckle? So confused.
  6. The tarty girl who tries to seduce Charley on the strawberry fields is not really that tarty or that hot.
  7. Despite it's sanitised version of 1950s English life, the Darling Buds of May is surprisingly revolutionary in its attitude towards women's sexuality. Which is awesome (I'm working off the basis that the TV series isn't so far away from the H.E. Bates book published in 1958).
And that's all I have to say about that. Pure escapism. Shannon refuses to watch it with me. But I say: ALL THE BETTER.


I've made a second list of my Christmas presents and have come to the conclusion that I'm running behind on organising anything. Every year this happens! I'm now going to have to craft in a frenetic wild frenzy of wild frenetic crafting.

Also: I sewed myself a dress and made a skirt garter. How selfish of me to craft for myself when I should have been crafting for everyone else! Also also: should I be making stuff for my boyfriend's family? I'm going to end up making a bunch of sweets again I can just see it. And then eat most of them and feel sick.

I have to go and have a Christmas-based panic attack now, please excuse.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

A Lady of Leisure Speaks

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Hello my lovelies,

I'm writing this on DAY FOUR of my Lady of Leisure week (I'm including the weekends, doncha know). Life's been pretty quiet. I've been luxuriating in my surfeit of time by mostly reading. I've just finished a book about Natalie Clifford Barney that was quite fantastic. Yay for that book! Also I am going to see Harry Potter tonight which is super exciting. And (my) Natalie and I are having Mexican food before hand. YUM!

I'm quite stoked with my look today. I think it's quite Katherine Mansfield-esque, mostly due to the waist on this frock and the enormous shawl collared hand-knit cardigan that I'm wearing over the top. Oh, and also this brand new bob that I'm sporting.

Which brings me to - OMG I got my hair cut for the first time in forevs and it was SO incredibly stressful. The woman who was cutting my hair did not understand the following concepts: blunt, severe, cut into the back, side fringe. I feel this hair cut is a compromise (it's textured, gag). It's also the first hair cut I've had done professionally in something like four years and suffice to say I'm NOT STOKED. Shall Not Trade With Again. For serious, I came home and had a little anxiety release blub because the process of sitting there and having my hair cut into something I didn't want was crazy stressful. I need to find a good hairdresser if I'm going to commit to the whole concept of "having a hair style". Wellingtonians: HELP ME.

Must fly, HP calls.

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

A book I read: Agatha Christie, An Autobiography

Agatha Cover Right, so. No secret at all that I am entirely in love with Hercule Poirot (and to a lesser extent, Miss Marple), and now it appears that I am in love with Agatha Christie herself! The book is written in a very engaging and chatty style and it's hard not to be charmed by Christie. In fact, I now want to be her, write full time and own umpteen big houses, and perhaps travel a great deal between the First and Second World War in the Middle East.

The book is a fairly straight chronological record of her time up until the point of her writing, with some tangential investigations into age and ageing, and periodic, out-of-chronology anecdotes that illustrate a character trait. She talks about her early years as a girl of a particular class in a particular part of England, the process of being brought up and out, and her very vague educational experiences. She talks about her "season" and for the first time in my life I could kind of see the fun of it - it always seems tedious beyond belief in books by Jane Austen and Nancy Mitford (which I think covers a fairly wide spectrum in terms of opinion?). Biographists couldn't make "coming out" and "seasons" seem less exciting than Austen and Mitford. But Christie makes it seem rather fun in a gentle way. Also, apparently Edwardian men were quite pathological when it came to proposing and were inclined to ask people to marry them on a mere whim. I quite enjoyed the description of life at the time - a good descriptive primary document (Ginger puts her historian's hat on).

There is no mention in the autobiography of the famous "disappearance", which is quite understandable - she briefly sketches what was happening in her life about that time, and suffice to say, her first husband Archie was an asshole. Check this out: her mother dies, she travels to the family home to clean through the lifetime possessions of her mother and grandmother, and he tells her (as she spirals into a nervous breakdown) that he "doesn't like sadness or illness" so he picks up with someone else in London and decides to divorce Our Agatha (in her hour of need, no less). And then, when he announces his intention to divorce her, he kind of implies that it's all her fault (at least, that was the impression that I got). Darlings, I was revolted and totally het up. I hope that when this book was published in 1965 that a bunch of people got together and egged the fuck out of his house.

Christie writes about Hercule Poirot (the invention thereof), and while she doesn't pan him outright it seems pretty apparent that she's not terribly enthused by the role that he continued to play in her life. At the time she invented him, it was merely because she needed someone, anyone, to play the part of the detective in a story she was writing and he seemed like a pretty good bet. She started writing The Mysterious Affair at Styles as some kind of alternative to needlework, as she puts it, and there she was! Lumped with Poirot, who was elderly from the first, and couldn't be knocked off until Curtain (which is an excellent book, FYI).

As a Poirot addict, it seemed pretty apparent to me that Christie caricatures herself when writing the character of Ariadne Oliver. Like Christie notes of herself in her autobiography, Ariadne Oliver hates parties and literary luncheons, loves apples and lives in despair over having her plays badly adapted (Christie notes experiencing the same emotions during the first adaptation of one of her books (Alibi) as Ariadne does in Mrs McGinty is Dead). And knowing this parallel and having rather an affection for the character of Ariadne, results in a warm and fuzzy sort of feeling. It makes me feel as though I could know Christie, a dreadful falsehood of course, but nonetheless... there I am. Knowing Agatha. Sort of.
And thus ends my entirely subjective review of Agatha Christie, An Autobiography.

In conclusion: fabulous book, you should totally go out, find it, and read it.

And also, Jo: if you're reading this, THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE LEND! What a champ.

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Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Something About Audrey

J'adore Audrey Hepburn. I've been having a big Audrey Hepburn re-watch lately - I watched Sabrina on Friday night and spent the whole time feeling horribly jealous of the way that she dressed and how effortlessly graceful she was. Also: she looks amazing on a bicycle and used to knit!


Also: check this out

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Audrey; that's exactly how I feel. Man, with the knitting and the bicycle riding and the reading and the recharging, Audrey and I were basically separated at birth.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Wednesday List: Sublimely Silly

"...the day you stopped appreciating the sublimely silly things in life was the day you became a dried up old turd."
- Candace Bushnell, Lipstick Jungle
This book is driving me nuts (basically, it completely sucks), but this quote is stuck in my head. Can you believe I am lauding the exceptionally silly Ms Bushnell herself? I am confused too.

I love the concept of "sublimely silly", which I am choosing to identify as something so laughably OTT that it reaches a sort of apotheosis. To further define, I present a list of things that are, in my esteemed opinion, sublimely silly:

♥ Jilly Cooper books, Valley of the Dolls, Nancy Mitford's entire oeuvre. Agatha Christie's wonderfully awesome Hercule Poirot books. He always gets his man no matter how far fetched. Love.

♥  Foods cooked inside other foods - brownies inside cookies, pies inside cakes, turducken. Carpet-bag steak. Angels on horseback. All these things are good and exceptionally ridiculous.

♥  Early morning conversations with your lover. Example: conversation regarding the likelihood of Michael Moore coming to your house and wanting to come in, and not being able to because the door is locked; the original subject being "why we shouldn't lock the front door at night".

♥  Camp A Low Hum.

♥  Dancing in the kitchen to "Single Ladies", the Letters to Cleo cover of "I Want You to Want Me", "Non, je ne regrette rien" or the soundtrack to Cabaret.

The Tudors. Vis:


AND here is the always Sublimely Silly Kate Beaton's take on the whole shamozzle:

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♥ In a similar vein: Rome. Don't even bother putting your bodice on.

♥ New series: Sherlock. With that dude from The League of Gentlemen as Mycroft! Tumeke, e hoa, tumeke.


Ok lovelies: more suggestions for Sublimely Silly?
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Today is Dienstag

Emma Block, from her blog

Looking like: I’m all swoony and grossed out from the solvent that the IT dude is using to clean the printer and am displaying my patented “flared nostrils of doom”. Also, I dyed my hair in the weekend and it turned out kind of purple. UGH GROSS BAD NO. I’m hoping that it will fade out to a dark red. Now I just need to have a haircut and I shall be happy. I’m thinking that I would like a bob, which means that either I’ll have to go to the hairdressers, which I can’t really afford, or I have to cut it myself and reconcile myself to having a badly cut home bob. Such are the dramas.

Listening to: Natalie’s partner’s Aunty Jean has very kindly leant me the Harry Potter series on audio book, and DUDES: it’s read by Stephen Fry! Who I love! So I’m having a Harry Potter audio geek out at present.

Fad a la Mode: changing the names of all my projects on Ravelry so they sound crazy sexy cool kooky. Oh yeah. I’ve simultaneously increased my Rav-cred and my geekdom, I’m that good.

Watched this Week: Anne of Green Gables, Anne of Green Gables the Sequel and I’m about to embark on Anne of Green Gables the Continuing Story. I loved Anne as a little girl and I desperately, desperately wanted to be her. I wanted red hair and freckles and puff sleeves and green eyes and a love/hate relationship with a boy named Gilbert. However: re-watching the movie makes me think that Anne is a sap. I’m afraid I’m going to have to re-read the books to see how I really feel about her.

My annoyance with the movies makes me feel as though part of my deep seated knowledge of myself has been destroyed, i.e. the knowledge that I loved Anne Shirley because she was awesome and I was awesome in wanting to be her. WOE! I thought it was fabulous that she was such a drama queen, and (difficult to believe I know), I kind of styled myself on it. In the real world, Anne is mostly just irritating.

Oh.
I hate writing that.

(NB: I'm pretty sure that Anne is completely and utterly the inspiration for dying my hair red/auburn/ginger at every opportunity).

Reading: I’ve finished my Colette biography. At present I am “between books” unless you count all of the books that I’m partially through reading and have abandoned. I might pick up the second volume of Simone de Beauvoir’s biography again, provided she doesn’t whine endlessly about Sartre (hah! I kill me).

Webreading: No time no time no time! Whenever I’m on the web I’m changing the names of my projects on Ravelry. Have I mentioned that?

Anticipation: Drink with my departing brother Josh tonight, a blog and booze evening with Bex tomorrow, cheap eats and general fabulosity with Nat on Thursday, and the Boy back briefly this weekend.


Thursday, July 10, 2008

Convalescence Day 13 (Lucky for Some)

  • Laundry
  • Dishes
  • Clean out fridge
  • Boy drops off Shower Stool and I have a Shower (huzzah!)
  • A little writing for Derby
  • Dealing with ACC -- boring
  • More KM
  • T-Shirt arrives in post
  • Bella to buy manymany lollies for me
  • Sunshine and coffee and SOUP

Glory Be for clean hair and reading in the sunshine. I am less afraid of the steps to the Laundry.Picture 0027

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Convalescence Day 11

Since my uncontrolled ranting of mid-last-week, I'm feeling only a billion times better. I'm in my nest again, on my hill, up my stairs. This morning I watched a succession of birds (tui, waxeye) leap from the tree in front of my window to bathe themselves on the roof.... I lay in bed and watched them preen.

I've read James Meek's The People's Act of Love, leant to me by Jennifer and Simon during my hospital stay. I'm rating it. Fascinating subject matter and satisfying personality puzzles falling neatly into place before being grossly obvious. Beautifully written. Picture 0024

Keeping in a Russian theme, I've just started reading Katerina: the Russian world of Katherine Mansfield by Joanna Woods.The introduction to the book is written by Vincent O'Sullivan - who also wrote an article about KM in last weeks Listener - which was essentially a preview piece to his release of KM's last volume of letters. Funfact: KM hated this picture. Sadly, I only own a copy of the "Selected Letters", very slim given the fact that the collected letters stretch to five volumes.... plenty of time to collect these later, perhaps.

Warmth is achieved by two blankets, a duvet, a sleeping bag, a sheet and two hot water bottles. And a nest created by the manymany pillows. Today I have spent most of the day curled on my armchair, on top of The Bear Fur and wrapped in a crochet Old Ladies' Blanket. There is nothing greater than being curled up warm in a Room of Ones' Own.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Auckland Hotel Room

I'm drinking mini-bar beer and about to order room service. I'm not out for dinner with the others because I'm super extra stupid tired and feeling a little run down - going to curl up in bed and read Katherine Mansfield stories until my eyes pop out, and maybe begin to draft various bits and pieces for proposals...

Flight was tolerable, involved a decent bran muffin and getting stuck in a centre seat and busting to pee but not being able to climb over the huge business man beside me. In fact, the urge to urinate has been my theme for the day... That and severe exhaustion. How I managed to get so little sleep this weekend I don't know.

Auckland Archives: for an institute that's supposed to protect New Zealand history they seem to be very lax about things like, mice getting into the Archives and running around the building and potentially nibbling the Heritage. Nothing quite like the taste of Heritage, I find. Also, one of my colleagues (tra la la, I have colleagues) found a cricket in one of the files she'd ordered, from the "secure temperature controlled storage". I wonder what wildlife we will see tomorrow.

Just ate a Caesar salad and forgot to ask for no anchovies. Bleh. But manageable. And the dinner rolls I ordered were very nice and herby.

Shower now and bed soon methinks. I know I sound like a dreadful geek (not even 7 o'clock yet), but if I don't sleep soon I might just collapse, dramatically, and with a pronounced swoon.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Fab/Not Fab

In no particular order.

FAB:

  • Lunch with Anna, Nat, Mark at Nikau. Wine, good food, good company.
  • Sunshine.
  • Anais Nin and Henry Miller letters cross referenced with respective journal and Henry and June.
  • Writing letters to people who live around the corner.
  • Listening to Holly Golightly and blogging.
  • Biscuits.
  • Bex's poached chicken salad for dinner.
  • Descending upon friends at the last minute.
  • National Radio.
  • Knitting.
  • Sleeping late.
  • Wearing pyjamas.
  • Drinking coffee.
  • Discussions on potentialities.
  • Finding the song I have a crush on at the Library
  • Running into Work Place Crush and wondering - Why?
  • Cheese.
  • Lipstick.
  • Tired but happy.
  • Wanting tea and knowing how easy it is to fulfil that want.
  • Muffins.
  • Cake.
  • Really nice heavy writing paper.
  • My vintage typewriter.
  • My digital camera.
  • My sewing machine.
  • Deliciously menacing pile of books by the bed.

NOT FAB:

  • Not having my overlocker.
  • Not knowing how to use my knitting machine.
  • The bus ride home after the Sevens, filled with costumed drunken munter Sevens types.
  • The woman on the bus who insisted on talking to me.
  • Being a bitch to the woman on the bus who insisted on talking to me.
  • The Dull Ones, their inclination to leave beer bottles all over the lounge, and their disinclination to clean the bathroom.
  • The constant feeling of hunger that has haunted me for the last two days.
  • The prospect of having to tidy the piles of books and paper off my bed.
  • Financial situation.
  • Anxiety over financial situation.
  • Anxiety over angry yelling drunk teenagers on 11 bus to the Rail Station.
  • Anxiety over being a bitch to the woman on the bus who insisted on talking to me.
  • Running out of memory on my computer.
  • Wireless network not working.

Friday, February 01, 2008

I think I'm hungover

But I'm sure that I didn't drink that much last night. Wine and single malt. I spent $71 on second hand books - finally re-found the first journal of Anais Nin, a book of letters between her and Henry Miller, Simone deBeauvoir She Came to Stay, Gormenghast trilogy, The Constant Nymph - which I think I bought on the basis of title alone. Reading Anais' description of June Mansfield and thinking about how much I'd like to be that mysterious... haphazardly dressed and perfectly made up, background lost in stories. I'm terrible at being mysterious, it is patently obvious. I should maybe work on that a little more.
Drama: The Bohemianism I crave is denied me by the Post Modern society in which I live. O, Woe!
Ugh, I really do feel quite spacy and ill.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

It has been suggested

That I should  blog more, for the extremely hard working public... and so...

Andy just came over in an attempt to drop off my overlocker, and has, for the second time, attempted to give me his mother's old sewing machine. I do have my sewing box back now tho, so at least I have bobbins and what not and can actually use my sewing machine instead of using it as a decorative door stop. Golly I love to sew, and have been without for far too long methinks. I bought all this fabric yesterday - this gorgeous dull green silk and cotton blend and some plain black cotton lycra... sort of envisaged making a dress for Louise's wedding in a few weeks, but without the overlocker I can't really sew either of these fabrics... The Mr Jones is notorious for being a temperamental  bitch of a machine and I don't feel like feeding beautiful fabric through it only to have it completely ruined. I could maybe sew up the corduroy throw on the ugly ugly couch in the other room... make cushions out of the fabric gifted to me by fabulous Liz before she left. Yay, talking to her tomorrow!

So, I am having non-relationship/breaking up dramas, I feel as though I'm living a novel and am suspicious that reading too much KM is causing the damage. Tragic love affair conducted entirely by letter, you know. I'm treating the experience as research for my novel... always healthy. Observing oneself from afar and all that, just as my therapist recommends. ("Sarah, I want you to observe yourself while you're doing these things. What do you see?" "Somebody very foolish and really quite annoying"). Felt hungover, strung out and emotional, but funnily enough, seeing Andy made me feel way better. I am so fond of my ex! Lovely boy. Heart of gold. His new girlfriend is scared to meet me, or at least fearing the awkwardness, and while I understand, I am sooo keen to see her puppy-loving self. I feel it's more natural to dislike the previous ex because you were never in mind during the relationship... could never compete when the good memories become hallowed and the bad memories increasingly blurry.

Last night I stole a plastic killer whale for no good reason. I was firing ice out of it's mouth at innocents in an effort to appear more frenetically jolly than I actually felt. I'm glad I bailed when I did or else it would have been another vomit-athon. Four cocktails before half nine. Eep.

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